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Welcome. [Oct. 23rd, 2020|08:02 pm]
She's like the wind.


Just a hint of a dream....


 
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(no subject) [Oct. 20th, 2010|06:58 am]
She's like the wind.

"My Immortal"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

 

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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2008|09:02 pm]
She's like the wind.
[Current Music |No Doubt - Don't speak]

 

You and me
we used to be together
Everyday together always

I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end

It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real,
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I dont need your reasons
don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
They can be inviting
But some Oldtogethter Mighty
frightening

As we die both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
(No no no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
And I dont need your reasons
don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are

You and me
I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
(No no no )
Don't speak
I
know what you're thinking
I dont need your reasons
don't tell me cause it hurts
don't tell me cause it hurts

I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't speak
Don't speak
Don't speak

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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2008|08:53 pm]
She's like the wind.
[Current Music |Gary Jules - Mad World]

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very

Mad World
Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very very

Mad World
Mad World

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suddenly in my head: 4 non blondes - whats going on [Nov. 30th, 2007|11:32 pm]
She's like the wind.
[Current Music |4 non blondes - whats gonig on]

32  years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination
I realised quickly when i knew i should
That the world was made up of this
Brotherhood of man
For whatever that means
So i cry sometimes when i'm lying in bed
To get it all out what's in my head
Then i start feeling a little peculiar
So i wake in the morning and i step
Outside i take deep breath
I get real high
Then i scream from the top of my lungs
What's goin' on
And i say hey...
And i say hey what's goin' on
And i say hey...
I said hey what's goin' on
And i try, oh my god do i try
I try all the time
In this institution
And i pray, oh my god do i pray
I pray every single day
For a revolution
So i cry sometimes when i'm lying in my bed
To get it all out what's in my head
Then i start feeling a little peculiar
So i wake in the morning and i step outside
I take a deep breath then i get real high
Then i scream from the top of my lungs
What's goin' on
And i say hey...
And i said hey what's goin' on
And i say hey...
I said hey what's goin' on
And i say hey...
And i said hey what's goin' on ?!
And i say hey...
I said hey what's goin' on
32 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great big hill of hope
For a destination

 
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(no subject) [Nov. 24th, 2007|06:00 pm]
She's like the wind.
[Current Mood |thoughtfulthoughtful]
[Current Music |ich+ch - stark]

 its a german song from the band "ich+ich", which is on my mind today...  it deals with the illusion we have when we think that somebody is strong...  the song tells us,  that this somebody is just as bewildert as we ....

Stark

Ich bin seit Wochen unterwegs und trinke zuviel Bier und Wein.
Meine Wohnung ist verödet, meinen Spiegel schlag ich kurz und klein.
Ich bin nicht der, der ich sein will und will nicht sein, wer ich bin.

Mein Leben ist das Chaos, schau mal genauer hin.

Ich bin tierisch eifersüchtig und ungerecht zu Frauen.
Und wenn es ernst wird, bin ich noch immer abgehauen.

Ich frage gerade dich: Macht das alles einen Sinn?
Mein Leben ist das Chaos, schau mal genauer hin.

Und du glaubst ich bin stark und ich kenn den Weg.
Du bildest dir ein, ich weiß wie alles geht.
Du denkst ich hab alles im Griff und kontollier was geschieht.
Aber ich steh nur hier oben und sing mein Lied.

Ich bin dauernd auf der Suche und weiß nicht mehr wonach.
Ich zieh Nächte lang durch Bars, immer der, der am lautesten lacht.
Niemand sieht mir an, wie verwirrt ich wirklich bin.
Ist alles nur Fassade, schau mal genauer hin.

Und du glaubst ich bin stark und ich kenn den Weg.
Du bildest dir ein, ich weiß wie alles geht.
Du denkst ich hab alles im Griff und kontollier was geschieht.
Aber ich steh nur hier oben und sing mein Lied.
Ich steh nur hier oben und sing mein Lied.

Stell dich mit mir in die Sonne oder geh mit mir ein kleines Stück,
ich zeig dir meine Wahrheit für einen Augenblick.
Ich frage mich genau wie du, wo ist hier der Sinn.
Mein Leben ist das Chaos, schau mal genauer hin.

Und du glaubst ich bin stark und ich kenn den Weg.
Du bildest dir ein, ich weiß wie alles geht.
Du denkst ich hab alles im Griff und kontollier was geschieht.
Aber ich steh nur hier oben und sing mein Lied.
Ich steh nur hier oben und sing mein Lied.

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Rainy day one. [Nov. 4th, 2007|03:07 pm]
She's like the wind.
Es regnet in Strömen. Die Absätze meiner Stiefel boren sich in den Schlamm am Boden der Pfützen. 
Aufgrund der Dunkelheit kann ich schwer erkennen, wo ich hin trete. Das Tropfen auf den Asphalt ist so laut, dass ich kaum noch etwas von meiner Umgebung wahr nehme. Alles geht unter in diesem Rauschen. Ab und an ein verschwommenes Licht, eine Starßenlaterne vielleicht, ich weiss es nicht. Ich fühle mich verloren.
Ich suche nach einem Sinn, aber da ist nichts als dieses Hintergrundrauschen. 
Irgendwer hat die Spitzen der dopaminergen Signale in meinem Kopf abgeschnitten. Seit dem sehe ich die Zeichen nicht mehr. Ich habe endlich Ruhe und doch ist alles leer. Bis auf dieses Rauschen. Plötzlich merke ich dass ich ganz nass bin. 
Its just a rainy day. 
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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2007|08:53 pm]
She's like the wind.
 
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(no subject) [Nov. 3rd, 2007|08:47 pm]
She's like the wind.
 
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All the things she said [Oct. 28th, 2007|08:06 am]
She's like the wind.
 All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
This is not enough

I'm in serious shit, I feel totally lost
If I'm asking for help it's only because
Being with you has opened my eyes
Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?

I keep asking myself, wondering how
I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out
Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
Nobody else so we can be free

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
all the things she said
this is not enough
this is not enough
all the things she said
all the things she said
all the things she said
all the things she said
all the things she said
all the things she said
all the things she said

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
Running through my head
All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head
all the things she said
this is not enough
this is not enough
all the things she said
all the things she said
all the things she said
all the things she said
all the things she said
all the things she said

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